I'm a Writer…DAMMIT!

Jun 02 2009 Published by under Uncategorized

Have I said enough that writer’s block has been kicking my ass? Well it has. And I’m sick of it. They say the only way to end writer’s block is to write. So fuck it. I’m going to post something on this blog everyday until I put together a post that I actually like.

Excuse me because I may get random. I may get raw. Some days I may not make sense. There are days when I might write complete and utter bullshit. But I don’t care. Hell, I dropped $15 on the domain name, I’ll stink up the joint if I want to. You can read/not read. Comment or not comment. But I’ve got to do what I’ve got to do.

What’s on my mind? A few things.

The murder of OB-GYN George Tiller disturbed the hell out of me.  How do you commit a murder in the name of God in a church? I detest that people pick and choose which Bible verses to count as truth. Even if God sought “vengeance” against sinners (which I don’t believe because God is forgiving), isn’t there a verse in the Bible that says “Vengeance is Mine?” Meaning if you’re a Christian, you should leave the judgment to him. “Judge not, lest ye be judged,” assholes.

So planes disappear in thin air now? For real?

I watched the Star Trek Movie last night and it was effin’ awesome. I didn’t even like the television show, but the movie kicked ass. I watched it right before sleep, though, so I had weird dreams about time travel.

For the love of God, Dick Cheney PUH-LEEZE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP! Where was all this openness and disclosure when you were in office?

So since I divorced Hip-Hop, why is he coming around sounding all sexy and turning me on again? Aside from my Wale fandom, I’ve been enjoying the sounds of J. Cole, Mickey Factz, Big Sean & Drake. But I’m still too stubborn to fully commit to him again. So for now, we’re still just messing around on the regular.

Speaking of the New Jacks in the game, Charles Hamilton is a fucking douche. He got insanely lucky that his girl only punched him once. I would’ve been on some T.I. shit, …but seeing this nigga bleed’s the only thing that’s gon’ relax me…

Is it just me or has Facebook gotten extra boring lately? Or maybe I’m just a Twitterholic.

People talk shit about Beyonce, but she’s a bad bitch. And not because of any music or movie she’s put out lately. It’s because of a verse I heard Jay spit on a Raphael Saaqdiq remix. This dude said: I know I used to ask of you/to get it and go like a drive thru/until that day you said “Close your eyes, let me ride you/(let me ride you)/Drove me insane with ya ride too/Nice move/Maestro, you can cue the wedding march/I’m done/Tried to run/But Cupid hit me dead in heart. If that line is autobiographical, eff what you heard, Bey is my hero.

I think that’s all for now. Told you it’s going to be random as hell. But I’m going to write my way out of this slump. One post at a time.

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The Generational Shift

May 20 2009 Published by under Uncategorized

Will I be asked to revoke my hip-hop card if I tell you that I’m not at all interested in the Eminem comeback album? Have not had the desire to hear one track. Came upon a song with him and Dre that was “eh.” Same with Busta Rhymes. “Conglomerate” doesn’t do too much for me (the original cut with Jeezy was cool, but replacing him with Wayne kind of killed it) and outside of the goofy dance I’d do in the club upon hearing it, “Arab Money” didn’t thrill me either. How about this? Jay’s going on tour this summer and releasing the Blueprint 3 this year. How do I feel about it? Again, “eh.”

So what’s with my lackluster attitude towards the industry’s greats? Don’t kill me, but I’m kinda sorta well… over them all. With the exception of Common and Andre 3000, nothing that the mid 90′s-early millenium generation of rappers has done in the last year has excited me at all. This is not to say that they’ve “fallen off.” Not at all. It’s just that they’ve peaked. Even their wow factors are predictable. I mean, Em probably says some ill stuff on this “Relapse” album but isn’t that what we expect? He won’t be re-inventing the wheel, that’s for sure.

In the past, I clung to the former generation because the new artists were so incredibly sucky. And even if they didn’t suck, no one was great. A lot of above average guys, but greatness? Didn’t see it.  I refused to hop blindly on the Wayne bandwagon because while Wayne is obviously a talented dude, he’s never done it for me.  Lupe, as brilliant as he is, sometimes bores the crap out of me. The only two cats I rocked with consistently were TI and Kanye. Good MCs, yes. But neither was good enough to get me to abandon my loyalty to the Middle School rappers I grew up listening to.

Drake, Wale & Big Sean

Drake, Wale & Big Sean

But this year, we  have seen some real talent come onto the scene. Led by the frontrunners Wale and Drake, this up and coming band of MCs are all bubbling just under the radar (well, Drake is definitely above the radar at this point) and are bringing something new and refreshing to the game. Quality music that can potentially reach a mainstream audience. The movement is new and full of possibility. These guys all (GASP!) get along (Except Charles Hamilton who seems to be beefing with EVERYONE) and it’s nothing to hear them on tracks together or see them pop up at each other’s shows.

Here’s the thing: it’s not that the Em, Jay, Busta, Nas and the like aren’t still talented. I love that we can see hip-hop artists age gracefully because that’s hard to do in a youth-driven culture. I just feel that the progression of this thing called hip-hop is now in the hands of the new generation. I’m curious to see who’s going to hit big and who won’t. Whose names will end up in the “Greatest MCs” debate. I hope I’m not putting too much pressure on these cats, but since they’ve come out of the gate setting the bar rather high, I expect great things.

As far as the Elder Statesmen of the game, I expect them to work as long as their talents will allow and of course I will always respect their consistent contributions to the game.  But I can’t guarantee that I’m going to be ecstatic about all of their new work. I guess I’ve umm (wow this is hard to say) moved on.

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Me Likey (Hot Hip-Hop Ish)

Feb 17 2009 Published by under Uncategorized

A few months back, I relinquished my title as Mrs. Hip-Hop. After years of being a dutiful follower and fan of the genre, I got bored and fed up with having to hunt so hard for quality music. Threw my hands up and reneged on my commitment. I just was not that into it anymore.

Like any Ex who’s seen the error of his ways, of course Hip-Hop is now going hard to get back in my good graces. It started when I finally sat down and listened to Wale. I got that feeling. The turning my nose up, head-nodding, “Damn this is hot” screw face. After downloading three of his mixtapes, it was official. I was actually a fan of a new rapper. Didn’t think I’d see the day.  I think I spent the entire month of January bumping Wale. It was just that serious.  So now I’m all over any new Wale songs I find. If you come across any new ish, be sure to give me a heads up. Dude is definitely my favorite of the new cats.

My next discoveries were delayed, but entertaining nonetheless. I’d always been intrigued by Kidz in the Hall and The Cool Kids. This was especially the case after hearing The Cool Kids’ Fresher Than You.  Downloaded both of their albums and was once again pleased with what I heard. Kidz in the Hall bring that soulful Chicago essence to their rhymes (Was especially feeling Mr. Alladatshit. My Cleveland folks will know why!). The Cool Kids just make me wanna break out the Whop whenever I hear one of their bass heavy tracks.

Back in December, I happened upon a few Drake songs on Imeem and instantly liked what I heard. Just downloaded his “So Far Gone” mixtape and am truly impressed. Although I can do without all of the Lil Wayne features, I’m loving the vibe. It kind of reminds me of Kanye’s 808s & Heartbreak, minus the depression. Real laid back and sexy, but the rhymes are still hard-hitting. Very nice.

Lastly, there’s Charles Hamilton. Now, it took me a minute to really embrace dude, because I had to get past his nasally voice. But the more I hear, the more impressed I am.  Downloaded his newest mixtape, “My Brain is Alive.” But since I’m still on Drake heavy, I haven’t had time to give it a thorough listen. From the bits and pieces I’ve heard, I think it’s a winner.

Don’t get me wrong. There will be no second wedding between myself and the Ex.  I like the freedom of ignoring his calls when he’s not on his A-Game. It’s just nice to get the occasional reminder that he’s still got it.

DISCLAIMER:  I KNOW how important it is to support the artists by copping the albums, and typically I do. But times are very hard right now. Once I’ve got some room in my budget, I fully intend to buy the albums. They’ll probably be used, but it’s the buy that counts!!

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